Wednesday, March 30, 2005
{ 4:30 AM }
soon..aft mani mnths, or even years of waitin', i haf mustered enouf courage tuu tell hiim. hahaas..it's so foolish n dumb. i noew..bt..i wanna noe the truth. i wanna noe it, bt scared it's nt the ans i wanted u noew?? i'm worried it might sadden mii. i shuld haf guessed it frm the tym i sent tt email. the type of repli i'ld get, n the type of reaction i'll haf. i noe..i noe i wuld neva b the one in yr life.
pls..tell mii a lie..i dunt want tuu noe the truth. sumtyms, a lil lie can save sumone frm the tears she/he shed. i wanna noe the lie-his lies. can i dunt noe the truth? no! i want tuu noe it. i wanna noe if i shuld continue tis hard task. however, i dunt tink he'ld repli. he wuldnt even read it lorx..he may nort repli bcuz he's worried tt if he tells moii the truth, he might hurt moii. hahaas..12 n i r history. history may no longerr b part of moii n i'll neva let hiistory replay itself. i lurve moiiself. heheees...gingerbread man raawks.n no matter wat, gingerbread man will alwaes stand dere strong n tall. three cheers ferr gingerbread man.*hip hip hooray**hip hip hooray**hip hip hooray*